a nice song that I found (thnx live105.3)
and I am listening to this as I count the minutes until class tmmrw, in which, a ten page essay is due which I have yet to finish
kinda just sitting here D:
i forgot i had this
I’ve decided that my life has finally become interesting enough to warrant writing an online journal. For my 2-3 friends that read this STAY TUNED :]
So on Thursdays at the job, It’s free lunch at the office day. So I put my wallet in my car and made sure to eat nothing after & before class. So I could SAVOR those 30 minutes I was being paid to eat Round Table pizza (the usual). Only to find that when I got to work everyone had eaten everything and used my desk area as a place to chat and eat. So I spent 30 min watching people eat at my desk leaving me standing in a corner extremely hungry :’(
great song from a band ive never heard of
some thoughts I had today
- why are parents so awkward?
- why don’t my teachers like me?
- why is de anza dining so expensive?
I saw this movie called “The Girl Who Leapt Through Time” and it was amazing. But the ending killed me. KILLED ME. I was literally rolling on the ground. HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME ASIAN DIRECTOR?! But when I calmed down I guess the movie was about appreciating what you have and living in the moment (cheese). And when you think about how SHORT and FINITE life is it’s SO DEPRESSING. I remember thinking how GREAT it would be when I turned 17. I would finally be able to see rated R films without hassle. But now every time I walk through the doors with no problem (being older) I remember past shenanigans and I sigh. With the new year you realize 2000 is seriously a long time ago. A decade just like that! Time sure does flies by.
I broke my glasses.
Yesterday when I was playing basketball with some friends, I caught a rebound with my face. Leaving my glasses fatally wounded. This led me to thinking about all the times in my life that I have broken my glasses. What I realized was that I have in fact broken my glasses many many many many times. So I decided I would try and remember each occurrence.
DEC 2010: Basketball to the face
JULY 2010: Swam in the ocean with my glasses on
FEB 2010: Someone stepped on my glasses that I left on the floor
OCT 2009: Lost my glasses in the laundry (which I later found brutally damaged)
and from here is gets fuzzy but I will just list them out
-Basketball to the face (it’s happened multiple times)
-Lost in the grass playing capture the flag
-Vietnamese monkey in Nha Trang, Vietnam (long story)
-Lost my glasses on the playground (the day I got them)
-Sat on my glasses
There are so many that I can’t even remember anymore. But mainly what this list has led to me to realize is that De Anza let me out way too early leaving me with too much free time to ponder useless stuff like this. The next 3 weeks are going to be so dull that I prepared myself by buying a book, torrenting seasons of television, and adding hours at my job. Oh well. The one thing that yesterdays incident did do for me was give me something to want for christmas. Make it happen mom.
- went to a movie premiere today
- met really pretty Vietnamese girls
- when will college start :[
DREAMS
So I was sitting up at 3am when I suddenly had a rush of worries and shit cramming my head. This led to me thinking about the future and what I want from it. This list is the result of these thoughts.
• Live comfortably in LA or NY
• Meet THE girl
• Successfully perform Stand Up at a club
• Attend the Oscars
• Screen my film at Palms
• Be a guest on Letterman
• Have a conversation with Tarantino and Joon Ho Bong and Scorsese and Wes Anderson etc…
• Support my family, financial stability
• Be a F#$)#*$) somebody
dream big or don’t dream at all right :]
